Anastasia
07-29-02, 07:27 PM
So, I deleted my journal recently; long story...I had a fever and am in the midst of packing/moving and tons of inner and outer changes and boom - I needed to start fresh.
Life is unsettled at the moment. I'm moving/I'm not moving/I'm moving/no management wont' let me sublet/doesn't matter - I'll sublet on the sly, they don't have to know... will it work/won't it...
I'm not sure what's happening, but I do know that I'm living out of boxes and any day now my computer will be packed and I don't know if I'll have access to the internet for a while...
What I've decided is that I'll likely take a break from DT while things are thus. Also giving myself permission to take a break from trying to stick so exactly with my diet/exercise routine WHILE IN THIS LIMBO. I realized it's okay! I can still eat fairly close to the way I like and if I have to grab a sandwich here and there or if I eat a bite of chocolate - so be it.
I guess what I'm saying is that I'm aiming at maintaining the few pound weight loss I acheived already until I get settled in one place again. That's part of the longterm approach - rolling with the punches. I can still attain my first mini goal: 125ish by Halloween - even with a few week maintaining break.
I may change my mind, but at the moment I'm thinking I'll come back to DT and begin another diet/workout/meditation journal. The site has helped so far and I'd like to see this thing through.
So, I may be around if/when I have computer access, and I may not. I feel like I've incorporated some good habits that will stay with me even through the chaos I'm in now - but no way will I pressure myself to adhere to the program in the way I'd ideally like to during this phase.
In the meantime - keep your chins up!:rose:
Life is unsettled at the moment. I'm moving/I'm not moving/I'm moving/no management wont' let me sublet/doesn't matter - I'll sublet on the sly, they don't have to know... will it work/won't it...
I'm not sure what's happening, but I do know that I'm living out of boxes and any day now my computer will be packed and I don't know if I'll have access to the internet for a while...
What I've decided is that I'll likely take a break from DT while things are thus. Also giving myself permission to take a break from trying to stick so exactly with my diet/exercise routine WHILE IN THIS LIMBO. I realized it's okay! I can still eat fairly close to the way I like and if I have to grab a sandwich here and there or if I eat a bite of chocolate - so be it.
I guess what I'm saying is that I'm aiming at maintaining the few pound weight loss I acheived already until I get settled in one place again. That's part of the longterm approach - rolling with the punches. I can still attain my first mini goal: 125ish by Halloween - even with a few week maintaining break.
I may change my mind, but at the moment I'm thinking I'll come back to DT and begin another diet/workout/meditation journal. The site has helped so far and I'd like to see this thing through.
So, I may be around if/when I have computer access, and I may not. I feel like I've incorporated some good habits that will stay with me even through the chaos I'm in now - but no way will I pressure myself to adhere to the program in the way I'd ideally like to during this phase.
In the meantime - keep your chins up!:rose: