Well....Here I am again. I haven't been here for quite some time. I am getting bigger and bigger and more and more depressed. I have to QUIT this, HAVE TOO!!!!!! I need to quit the candy, chips, fast food, fries...UGH!! I have worked too hard. TOO hard! I was over 200 pouns and I was down to 149, now 165. I can feel that I am on my way up...Up Up....I keep eating and eating. Something has to give. I have had surgery 6 months ago and I guess I was just eating while recovering(eating junk). I do feel better now and did start exercising this past week. I pray, pray, pray....that I get some control. I am going to be dedicated into coming here everyday, It helped before and I am going to make sure that it helps again...




Jessie

Hi Jessie,
You've done so well with your weight loss! Don't beat yourself up over your gain, just get right back to your diet plan. I too had lost over 50lbs but stopped being "good" for waaaaay to long. Now I have 75lbs to loose (maybe more). And I'm back at square one with more to loose. So good for you for catching yourself when you did, and getting back on the wagon!!!!!!! :cheer:

Good Luck
Cynders

Here again..I can do it. Just got done exercising. I feel better when I do. My mother just found 3 rolls of film from a few years back she developed them and they are of me at 240 pounds. I cried. I looked terrible. Worse than I could have imagined. I don't want to get back up there I worked so hard. I can't stop putting food into my mouth. What do I do? I haven't been working for quite sometime now and I know that is a lot of it. Just sitting around the house, no energy and going through menapause. If that is the way you spell it??? I don't know...I really don't, I am 32 years old and I need to gain control once again so I don't live the rest of my life miserable like I was. I just joined the volunteer rescue squad in my area and I love it! That will get me out and involved and I am trying to find a job. Not many around! I did great all day yesterday than bam! Last night I went to shoveling in cookies and couldn't stop. I get soooo angry with myself after one of those episodes. I pray I can stop! I have to keep praying because I know I cannot do this on my own.

Jessie

Well here I am again. I cleaned my house all day, hopefully I burned some calories. For the past couple of days I have been eating, and eating and eating. Chocolate!! It was like I went on a binge and I felt soooo miserable. Bloated and moody but I kept on eating it. I need to change my profile I weigh 163, not 149. I have gained 14 pounds...ugh...

Well I went to the grocery store and bought these baked tortilla chips with salsa tonight. They were so good and 1 gram of fat in the chips. Awesome!!


That's all for this evening

Jessie