So part of this weight loss it changing my life for the better. I have decided to leave everything in the past. Any anger, resentment, annoyance, obligation, depression, betrayal, is all out of my life. I don't want it anymore. I don't need it. I am looking out for myself from now on. I am no longer apart of any drama, mine or anyone elses.

Hiya Vulgairan,

Sounds like you got a plan there!............Good Luck with That!


Cathy

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Its hard to leave the past where it belong when its there reminding everyday. The good time and bad. The broke promise. One is particular of marriage. The person constantly present in my day reminding that he when he asked he was sure and doesn't know anymore. The one that I trusted beyond myself at times, throwing in my face that we are no longer together. Me not even knowing exactly what happend with him. The display of not even being effected on his face and demeanor. I need to get away.

A lot has happened today. I got a dorm room on campus so I am set to move most of my stuff tomorrow and then whatever is left throughout the week. Starting a new chapter in my life, I'm excited about it.

In other news, for the past two weeks I have been going to counseling. Today, I am offically declared clinically depressed. So now exercise and eating healthy isn't just a goal. It needs to be incorporated into my lifestyle so that I may feel better. I am looking forward to getting started tomorrow. I plan to walk 2 miles on track and do stretching and 200 crunches. I think it is a good start and I'm not reaching to high.

Yikes! I'm so sorry that you are going through this. I hope it passes quickly. I hope your move goes well.

Corinna

Well I can excited about this weekend. Birthday party tonight and I have a date on Saturday. How did I get so lucky.

Good luck with the couseling..I just started myself, and I absolutely LOVE my shrink! I'm glad you are out now and getting the fresh start you sound like you needed! Have fun on your date, and it looks like your doing great with your weight loss!